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You wrote me for the first time in months. You are in Egypt, far away from me. Far away from everything. You said you had to start over. You said that you wanted to make a life for yourself. Yet, you tell me you miss me. You tell me you love me. You say I should visit. All can I think is...WHAT THE FUCK?!! Anger seethes into my body. I want to yell and scream at you. Again, you ask me to give up my life to suit yours. Again, you make the offer, but never give the solution. It amazes me that you are so selfish. Yet, I still miss his lips. I want to feel his arms. I lust for him, I know this...but I am a strong person and I live in the real world. When will you learn?